…positiveminds…

22.13..
should’ve done it…
no progress…
still work..
oh..no..it happens again…
horrible..

piece of shitty..

out of ink…

curse you son of a bitch..

no use for your name…

damn…

more caffeine flow…

direct to the bloodstream…

breaks the barrier…

raise your neurons…

yellow eyes..

reckless neck…

oh whata syndrome..!?

wednesday night i’m on…

big cup of coffee in my right hand..

a bunch of papers in my arms..

and a big stone in the head..

stupid question is..

what the hell i’m doing here writing these nonsense note..

no worries…

i lost the stone..

wednesday night i’m on it…

eat my shoe…

yeap..beatles said

"love is all you need"

i don’t know is that really happen to me.. coz i just think, yes i could need it..but sometimes it just hurts..too deep,

as just that deep pain crux me,,then realize for what it’s worth?

then i started to walk the line…soon…and sooner

till i realize,,i’m all alone..

"just care about others,,while no one think about you.."

but it just goes..that’s what it supposed to be..

those indicates that i’m still alive..

not for myself

but for everyone i knew..

"love is all you need"

yeap…

that’s right…

.

.

our future still far..

so far away…

i’ll try..

fine..

i’ll buy..

fine..

i’ll die

fine..

i’ll cry

fine..

i’ll smile

fine..

i’ll dry

fine..

i’ll fry

fine…

.

.

.

will you stop me?

tell me about days..

whining,shining…

tell me about love..

bloom and break,

try to reach

never told

and just fall

down to pain..

tell me about pain..

burn your heart

squeeze your head

crack inside

wonderful blood flow

slowly..

tell me about me..

screw..

messed..

try to raise

just keep on base

help..

tell me about life..

waitng..

turning..

stopping..

tell me about hope…

is there any?

or it just gone?

tell about wishes..

a fake..

just a suggest..

let me tell..

about her..

…..

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..

nothing…